#and there is none to blame but myself

[tttoluca]

ah yes. john borderline. the inventor of borderline personality disorder. and bill majordepressive. the founder of major depressive disorder. oh yes and of course, ronald generalanxietous. the innovative mind behind general anxiety disorder. fuck you

[alittleemo]

mannnnnnnnbb fuck November I’m so tired of feeling lonely in my own life.

[outlawtornn]

i have. so much hw to do. but. i NEED to draw. and write. so many ideas swirling in my brain. need to draw the pretty boys..need to write modern laurens..need to turn the concept in my mind that is lams into a physical form i can see with my own eyes..

[conkreetmonkey]

Cool new realization: bundling up in big heavy blankets with the lights on results in a) edging sleep paralysis, and b) half-dreams where you feel like you're suffocating but are unable to move to unobstruct your airways

[orcelito]

Scraping the bottom of the barrel so hard bc I want a specific kind of fic and there's not that much of it. And well I think I scraped too hard so I metaphorically ate some wood and now I have splinters in my throat.

Aka I ended up reading a fic I really really really hated yet I still finished it bc I have been wanting that specific trope so very much and I have been lowering my standards more and more but I think I finally read smth that has knocked me out of the mood (I can only hope) bc im genuinely. I just hated this fic So fucking much. I want nothing to do with Anything in that fic now.

[gender-euphowrya]

y'all are so fucking stupid Disrespectfully

[chewbokachoi]

where's the blank parchment and quill when you need it?

[watery-melon-baller]

Lads i have Fucked Up Big Time

[spikeyjo]

also uh im kind of not thinking about it much because its insane. but if everything goes right (and i mean a considerable amount of things that probably wont go as planned) but if they DO... i will have a major surgery in like two weeks

[italictext]

About to make a life changing decision... Wish me good luck people. I am not ready at all 😭

[coffeeandcalligraphy]

ok ok so you know how my life has majorly revolved around my pain since july & how that has been extremely difficult :) well lately I find myself getting up later than I want to & making my bed as badly as I possibly can & getting out of the house after noon when I planned to get out in the morning & walking to the library when it’s sunny & sitting there for hours & the whole time I’m most concerned with writing & that it’s incredible what I’m doing, it’s a little paradise

[flowers-and-pollen]

I wanna cry bc i don't have enough money for the books i want...

It doesn't matter that i have 13 books next to my bed waiting to be read

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

I’ve destroyed it all. The circumstances are not my fault; nevertheless, I am the straw that broke the camel’s back. I am the thousandth paper cut needed to end a life. I am innocent on my own; but with everything behind me I will be the one to bring destruction. I don’t want to be the cause. I never wanted this. I saw it coming miles away and I did it anyway; the worst part is that I see exactly where it’s going. Please let my intuition be wrong for once. This doesn’t feel real.

[yandereshingeki]

sometimes i just wanna stop everything to write some soul crushing angst to make myself cry

[morgan-the-lonely-brick]

To the people flooding in for DPCU content: I see you and I love you. You are welcome here, please stay longer. The comunity here is small, but STRONG

Strong like the Herald of purity

[spaghettioverdose]

That sandwich I ate yesterday is still fucking me up now. I feel like shit. I doubt it's food poisoning cause everything I made it out of was fairly fresh and had been in the fridge the whole time. I think the sandwich itself was just that big and gross that it fucked my gall bladder again.

I'm not gonna give details on it cause thinking too hard about it makes me nauseous.